Starting To Get Depression Warning Signs

[Deleted member 12723]

Hi, I hope you start to feel better soon. I am concerned for you. I hope you can slow down in your car. That is pretty scary. I am hoping for the best for you. I am sad that therapy did not help you. I feel so bad for you when you get depressed.

I hope you will tell your therapist how depressed you are becoming. Big hugs.

 

[Shellbell]

Hugs ((((((Ayesha)))))).

I am worried about you in the car and I hope you have been driving safely. You deserve to be safe and cared for by others, and yourself.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I thought of killing myself on the way home tonight. There were brief moments where I thought I was going to just drive my car into a wall.

 

[Shellbell]

Hugs ((((Ayesha)))). I'm really glad you didn't.

I have only recently told my husband that I have thoughts like that too. I just want the pain to stop. I know how you feel.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

Maybe I should call my T. But I don't want to, I want to be left alone.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I used to be a crazy driver so reckless. I would get ideas to drive over the side of the road. I never acted on the thoughts. It was scary getting the thoughts. I chased a guy in his car and I was going to catch him and beat him up, I had my kids in the car. Then I got a book on road rage and taught myself how to drive in a relaxed manner. I am so glad I woke up before it was too late.

I hope you will take it easy on yourself while you are driving. Take care and be well. Big hugs.

 

[Shellbell]

If you know you need to reach out and get help, then you should call your T.

If you know you handle this and keep yourself safe by having time by yourself, then that's good too.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I don't know if I can handle it or not. I don't know.

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

I am unsure what to do.

 

[Shellbell]

I think if you are unsure if you can handle this by yourself, maybe phoning your T is a good idea.

I'm not trying to tell you what to do, but want you to be safe and getting support of you need it.

:hug:

 

[Lady of Longbourn]

It's okay shell. I am looking for advice right now.

 

[Tinyflame]

((((((Ayesha)))))