It was weird, but by Sunday I was feeling great. Everyone said my white blood cell (WBC) would bottom out, but instead of feeling worse, I was feeling better. Monday good...Tuesday good..but then Tuesday evening I got really tired. Wednesday they confirmed my WBC's were dropping. Not to the lowest but low enough to make sure I didn't eat any raw fruits or vegetables and staying home!
OK, now Wednesday afternoon I start to feel more energy, and honestly today I am feeling better than yesterday. I am not going to complain, but it is totally different than everyone said to expect. The nurse should be here in a while and honestly, I will want to know my WBC today if I can. See if it is high enough, then I can eat the veggie tray! :)
But in all seriousness, if it is going up then that means they can start the collection of my stem cells. A few days of collection (which is a lot like dialysis )where I will go three or four days for three or four hours hooked up and have the stem cells removed from my blood. Nothing painful and it is a good opportunity to read. But the best part is when the collection is over, I have a few weeks of freedom!!! :D
I have so much to be thankful for. Actually it is going to be 61 and sunny today, so this afternoon I am going to go for a short bicycle ride. Of course tomorrows high is 35, but that is the Midwest for you. ;) I am excited about Christmas, even though I will be in the hospital, but I have a couple weeks to get decorations up and get gifts purchased and wrapped.
I have to be honest, I am getting EXCITED about a lot of things and that is so new to me. But if you had talked to me last week, I think you would have been talking to a very different person. I wasn't excited about anything and just a mess. So when the next steroid, chemo combo comes, I am going to have a big disclaimer printed and put on my hospital wall. "IGNORE everything that is said or done. I am under the influence of drugs!!!". I would prefer to tell everyone not to visit me and stay away for a few days, but that is not going to happen. So the sign will be up as a reminder that it is not "me", and what is being written here is so ME!
Ummmm......I am even going to be a bit devious today and eat turkey and pie!!! Meat and sugar are what I avoid, but occasional treats are deserved. Man, I deserve them. I am ROCKING this transplant stuff!