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[nugget]

Hi to all, ive been around watching and reading most of the post, some leave me scratching my head in bewilderment. Its a wonder that some of us can make it past tea time to get ready for the next day, the past few weeks have been a bit shit for me, being that i had to put my best mate down. He was the one that listened to all of my problems, licked my face when only he knew when the time was right.
I loved Max, he was given to me after my accident to help me take my mind off of all the shit i was dealing with, i feel as if he is still out in the backyard, that funny feeling, that cold chill, its there when i go out there.
In my weired mind i think Max will be there for a long time to come, unleast until i can cry for him. To take my mate to the vets and get him put down and not be able to shead a tear rips my heart apart, since my accident i have lost the ability to cry.

Thats where i am at the moment, still waiting to cry.

NUGGET

 

[Awakening]

I'm sorry for your loss Nugget

 

[nic]

Same here. My pets are my babies with fur.

 

[Marlene]

I'm so sorry Rob. I remember you wrote that Max was who you would go and talk to when you needed to vent your feelings. He sounded like a marvelous gift for you.

Sending my thoughts to you and your family. Our fur-babies are our family, too.

Lisa

 

[Cindy]

I also lost my soul mate, a chocolate lab that had gone through it all with me. It was a sudden unexpected loss. My family became very concerned for me knowing what a loss it was for me. It's been a year and a half and I still feel the loss. But I also know she is with me each day in my heart.

My adult? daughter gave me some good advice at the time. It was Dec 22 when I put casey down, and on Christmas eve my daughter arrived with my Christmas present of a Cat. I didn't feel ready but this was her reasoning.

1st she went to 4 pounds to interview Cats. Having grown up on a farm she has experienced many animal losses. She said that although I still would have the loss the new member would help me by giving me comfort. She was right!

 

[lolabrigitta]

Real sorry for your loss. Our animals are like our children.

 

[becvan]

I'm terribly sorry to hear this Rob. Please take care of yourself.

bec

 

[morgan]

I'm sorry too. My own doggy is old now (I've had her for twelve years) and I am dreading the day she is too old. I take her to the vet for every little thing worrying aout her health. So far so good but our time together is getting shorter and knowing that fills me with grief. So I get what your going through and empathize with you. Hang in there nugget. Maybe eventually you will be able to cry for him.

Take care, Morgan

 

[mouse]

Hey Rob, I am so sorry to hear about your loss I know how hard it is when you want to and need to cry but can't, it will come my friend one day, do take care

 

[upstream]

Sorry about your dog, I had to have one put down myself.

 

[rainbogrl4u]

I am so sorry for your loss Nugget. I so understand how you feel as my dogs are my children too. I hope for you that you will be able to mourn for him. Until such time, you will be in my thoughts.

Take care,
Norma

 

[Nicolette]

Hi Nugget

I am so sorry to hear of your loss. We had to give our dog away and that was painful enough let alone losing him. Thoughts are with you and I hope you can find the tears to grieve and not bottle it up inside.