Eleanor
Diamond Member
Suppose some subset of ADD (not necessarily with the H) is actually dissociation. The distractibility part is caused by switching, so it is not that one bit cannot hold focus in itself, it is that it goes off line, and another bit, who is not interested in that thing, comes on. When the original bit comes back on line it is STILL focused on that same thing, it never stopped. That is why lists work for some and not for others. If three quarters of you fundamentally doesn't care about the list, and a third of that doesn't even remember that there IS a list (because it doesn't have access to those memories.) That is different from what I take to be the usual understanding that there is a single motivational state and a person can't maintain focus within that state, although they have access to the relevant information and continue to want to be focused. Distractible is not a bad descriptor from the outside, but doesn't half do justice to the experience, and may just obscure the underlying problem.
Hyperfocus is then a really interesting thing! It seems like two things could cause it - being "stuck" in a single motivational state (and having other inputs vastly reduced because they are "offline" so they just don't register), OR being capable of really VALUING something highly enough that you can stick to it until some end has been achieved, despite being aware of other demands on one's attention.
@Kaia, my current understanding is that everyone starts out with parts. It is a task of development to integrate those parts into a functioning whole consciousness. The better integrated a person is, the more adaptable and ... equanimous (to use a yoga word) they are. So, like everything in biology, it is a spectrum. The problem is that when a person is really quite un-integrated (to the point that some bits are actually phobic of the others) it is a) maladaptive and b) painful in itself. Everybody puts on different social masks, sure, just like Muse just said, but some people keep continuity between them, and others can't. When trauma causes a split, and the activation system(s) (always a negative valences one) gets stuck in full ON position with all the traumatic inputs still lighting up in the brain (flashbacks), it can be very very very painful indeed. And a lot of us DON"T function very well. Because we, at the moment, CAN'T. That's what makes it a "disorder." If it didn't screw up your life in comprehensive and predictable ways it wouldn't, I suppose be a disorder.
Being comprehensible to strangers is a pretty low bar. Totally psychotic people are comprehensible. Wrong. But comprehensible. That doesn't mean they don't have a problem.
I'm not sure what exactly you mean by "self" (lots of people mean lots of different things) but part of the difficulty of talking about this stuff is that the term is so ambiguous, and we here, well, I at least, want to use it in some more specific and nuanced way.
Here is maybe a helpful analogy. When we are born, we do not have stereoscopic vision. The images we get from our two retinas are not fused into one 3-D image. That fusion is an achievement of neurological development. Some extremely unfortunate people are infants in situations that do not provide them with the experiences necessary to make those connections. After the window has passed... they are stuck with the two images. (As far as I know, perhaps some clever person has figured out how to correct this.) Such people can get around ok, but cannot do things that require high visual acuity and precise estimates of depth. The vision thing is a problem, tho not a horrible one for everyday function. The emotional things... they can be quite a different story.
Hyperfocus is then a really interesting thing! It seems like two things could cause it - being "stuck" in a single motivational state (and having other inputs vastly reduced because they are "offline" so they just don't register), OR being capable of really VALUING something highly enough that you can stick to it until some end has been achieved, despite being aware of other demands on one's attention.
@Kaia, my current understanding is that everyone starts out with parts. It is a task of development to integrate those parts into a functioning whole consciousness. The better integrated a person is, the more adaptable and ... equanimous (to use a yoga word) they are. So, like everything in biology, it is a spectrum. The problem is that when a person is really quite un-integrated (to the point that some bits are actually phobic of the others) it is a) maladaptive and b) painful in itself. Everybody puts on different social masks, sure, just like Muse just said, but some people keep continuity between them, and others can't. When trauma causes a split, and the activation system(s) (always a negative valences one) gets stuck in full ON position with all the traumatic inputs still lighting up in the brain (flashbacks), it can be very very very painful indeed. And a lot of us DON"T function very well. Because we, at the moment, CAN'T. That's what makes it a "disorder." If it didn't screw up your life in comprehensive and predictable ways it wouldn't, I suppose be a disorder.
Being comprehensible to strangers is a pretty low bar. Totally psychotic people are comprehensible. Wrong. But comprehensible. That doesn't mean they don't have a problem.
I'm not sure what exactly you mean by "self" (lots of people mean lots of different things) but part of the difficulty of talking about this stuff is that the term is so ambiguous, and we here, well, I at least, want to use it in some more specific and nuanced way.
Here is maybe a helpful analogy. When we are born, we do not have stereoscopic vision. The images we get from our two retinas are not fused into one 3-D image. That fusion is an achievement of neurological development. Some extremely unfortunate people are infants in situations that do not provide them with the experiences necessary to make those connections. After the window has passed... they are stuck with the two images. (As far as I know, perhaps some clever person has figured out how to correct this.) Such people can get around ok, but cannot do things that require high visual acuity and precise estimates of depth. The vision thing is a problem, tho not a horrible one for everyday function. The emotional things... they can be quite a different story.