Wow. Your response has made me feel so much less alone and for that I’m so appreciative.
It (hopefully) goes without saying that I truly wish you DIDN’T understand what I’m going through and have your own battle with it ?. But since I’m powerless to change anything, I’ll just try to express how I’m feeling.
You have made me feel so much better just by knowing that I’m not alone in this. And it sounds silly to me ... of ALL the crazy side effects of this ridiculous PTSD roller coaster ride, for some reason this one “little” thing always takes me by surprise & I end up so confused and thinking that I’m going bonkers. But your response, that you shared your own similar situation, makes me feel oh so much “better”. Or maybe more “normal”.
Sorry, I don’t mean to go on and on about this... I just can’t find the right words to express my massive appreciation for you, for all of you, for this site, all the beautiful people on it and of course the founder... who I believe is
@Andy? Andy, the amount of suffering you have lessened because of this safe, loving place I can’t quantify because it’s larger than any sort of measuring tape.
And not only have you created this but your constantly working on keeping it the amazing place it is.
When I’m at my worst, I come here before going to a close friend, family member and sometimes even before my therapist.
@Invisible Fire , I totally get you on the loud noises. I FINALLY just invested in myself and bought a great pair of noice canceling headphones & they are a complete lifesaver... if your able to get a pair, I highly hiiiighly recommend it.