I've just done it again. Pure uncontrollable, venom, suicidal rage. Thank god no one was around to witness it - wife and daughter are in Australia visiting family. Although I suspect the neighbours heard my screams - thank god they didn't call the police.
Put a knife to my throat. Don't know what stopped me from thrusting it in.
Things are getting worse. I was arrested and put in jail back in July for having a similar attack. Been law abiding all my life. Now I'm loosing control.
I don't know what to do. It's only a matter of time before I kill myself because of this shit. I'm in hell.
Put a knife to my throat. Don't know what stopped me from thrusting it in.
Things are getting worse. I was arrested and put in jail back in July for having a similar attack. Been law abiding all my life. Now I'm loosing control.
I don't know what to do. It's only a matter of time before I kill myself because of this shit. I'm in hell.