Hey 8,
Mate, I have tried numerous medication and I do hate taking them, but I think its a given.
I even tried making my mind believe I had nothing wrong with it, and just self medicated. Doh.
At one stage I was on 200 mg Zoloft, 1000 mg Valpro (for moods), and Mirtazapine 60mg.
After stopping the alcohol 16 months ago, I self medicated on the green leafy stuff and stopped everything but the Zoloft. Worst mistake I ever made.
The end result was the Zoloft without the THC made my anxiety go through the roof and ended up with a resting heart rate ranging from 95 to 120 bpm.
Had to wean off that. Now on Lexapro only. My sleep is screwed unless I take valium (which is addictive), so I am going back on Mirtazapine again for sleep again.
But I am hearing you mate. I only take the Valium every couple of days as sleep does not come easy and when I do sleep, I don't dream at all and wake up at first light every morning without fail (no matter how dark the room is).
As for my moods, well that will have to be cognitive therapy.
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