This Is Just To Say

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
You just moved it,
Little Mermaid.

That mermaid,
Which, before, could light up just my world,
As others were so undeserving of you,
And only seeing a "stupid smiling Brown girl".

Forgive me,
As I contemplate your shining into the wide distance,
On all the seas of the universe,
And readjust my course
By your lighthouse, yet again.

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
I've watched your attempts
At destroying so much in my dear's life
And things we both care for.

Care for,
As some times little nonsense
Is enough to get through the day,
And re-train skills, overcome trauma, for.

Forgive me,
As I wish for your cancer to return
Once again. For I am more patient,
And I will wait for your fall.

(The wish isn't vengeance. Adressee is a manipulative abusive son of a bitch.)

 

[Deleted member 29920]

This is just to say
Dear past self
Don't walk away
Use your tongue
To talk
To him
This is your secure base
Walking away
Will create a bad phase
From which it's
Near impossible to
Erase

 

[Kintsugi]

This is just to say

I had bought
the half gallon of whiskey
That was the catalyst

And which you probably knew
We would imbibe
Too easily

Forgive me
I spilled my thoughts
All across the floor
But they were so multitudinous
And so heavy

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
I'm hiding in the jacket
I've soo dedicated to you.

It reminds me of
(Smooth, Secure, Smart, Strong can wait, Spirit upheld)
It reminds me of your look
(I don't need to say it, touching you? They're gone.)

It reminds me
Prochnost isn't a word, it's a promise
And I still live for those.

(Has no family, has no home, has no name, but has friends, and has a honor.
A honor in those friends, even.)

This is just to say -
This /is/ an avenge poem,
Even if the form is wrong.

To R.K.

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
I've made you a stroller,
With a baby doll.

Because I know,
It was your favorite toys,
You just liked caring for
Everything and everyone you saw.

You weren't too old for that, then
And now,
Please forgive me,
As I light a candle
For the forever we have.

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
Sorry we didn't have more time.
Sorry there never is time,
For things of substance are a sand.

That sand,
That I hate on walking
Because what fresh hell of a burn
And making me feel I'm falling.

Forgive me,
As I run
Meet the waves
(Drown Laugh Cry Not Feel Drown Again)
Through some more nights

(Float On Hang On Breathe On Stay
... Still shit orders of the day.)

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
I'm done with you, nation
Of criminals, cowards, and useless cucumbers.

Those cucumbers,
Would be way better taste,
Than your behavior
Any given day.

Forgive me,
As I keep praying
That something kind and just in the Universe
Opens me lasting door back Home,
And not give into your coercion.

 

[watundah]

This is just to say
I ate the last bit of chocolate
No
I ate all of the chocolate
In spite of your efforts to hide it
To save it
To forget about it
And bring it out on special occasions
You know how I am
Now allow me to simply ask
"Do you have any more chocolate?"

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
Would you stop already?
I was busy sulking,
And dreaming of when I'm done.

That dream,
Was interrupted by you, again.
Staring me down
And telling me the simple
'I'm not, yet'.
With a smile.

Forgive me,
As I bathe in that smile,
Even though you're not real.
You got me through the night,
And the day after, too!

 

[Ronin]

This is just to say,
To that sistah I play with:
My apologies for writing me wrong.

Wrong, as I'm supposed to be in a different city
Arriving last minute
Leaving all the bad guys for the PDs
Catching and diverging attention of monsters
Stopping by to way fast forensic guys,
But definitely not not giving a damn.

Forgive me,
As I appreciate you were still in character,
While my Arrow wasn't even Queen,
'Black Canary'
And continue to have fun with you, some more.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

This is just to say
Tortured souls find
Each other
And teach themselves
To live better
Where they like
With people they like
Making extraordinary choices
Experiencing remarkable events
Playing banjo
Sipping cocoa
Chilling in igloos
Unapologetically
No one, no thing
Can stop them :p