Hmm... what do I feel comfortable sharing and what brought me here...
I guess I've experienced all the forms of abuse there are, mostly from my family and from some others. I have a history of SI, had a pretty serious eating disorder at point, suicidal ideation and some aborted attempts. :P I've had an amazing therapist for quite some time now, 6 to 8 years? With her help I cut ties to my family. I've managed to hold onto a job through all that.
Really, right now my life is going very well in so many ways. I'm transgender and finally went ahead and transitioned which has been one of the best things ever for me.
I've been in a relationship for a while and it might be the first healthy relationship I've ever had. maybe. I'm sort of freaking out at this point and waiting for something to go wrong.
It's probably dumb, but Trump has been sort of triggering me all along and the latest news has sort of sent me for a small tail spin.