All my life I've been hyper-vigilant. Now it's no so bad. In fact sometimes like today I'm not hyper-vigilant at all. I found some solutions at work without getting obsessed with every detail of the problem. It was really a little thing. I fixed some jobs before they became a problem. But afterwards I couldn't understand how it happened. I'm used to looking at everything, thinking and rethinking, and making sure nothing goes wrong. Today I didn't struggle with all that, I just got it done. It felt so unnatural not to be hyper-vigilant.