So, saw GP yesterday... Am tolerating lamotrigine well :D (just typical reactions when it comes to my super sensitive body!! Need to sort my diet out & eliminate certain foods to lower the effects of IBS & acid reflux...) I very reluctantly mentioned issues bleeding down below - we're changing which contraceptive pill I'm on in the hope that'll help (used to control heavy periods...). He's worried it may be a sign of an infection (how??!!) so if it persists, I need to see the nurse to take a swab (ahhh!!! Not a chance!!! You'd need to sedate me!!!! If not = flashback hell & probably end in me shouting/ harming the poor nurse!!!! ) After looking New drug (lamotrigine) up online, it can cause infection, bleeding, irritation which put my mind at ease a little - it's been constant since I was away with my man so I was worried a) he'd done more to me than he let on b) this is my body reacting to whatever happened & subsequent discussions/flashbacks etc... It wouldn't suprise me if it was body memories, although a little extreme... This is me tho! ;) & adds to my suspicions that things back then we're penetrative (despite having no clear memories of this, it wouldn't suprise me as I had amnesia of the abuse full stop for 10ish yrs, so some amnesia of the worst stuff would make sense...) although I have no recollection, some of the body memories I experience & memories of bleeding back then kind of point to it... Anyway, went to my friendly pharmacist, who looks after me well (seen her since I was 1st ill again 2 1/2 yrs ago & she's very good at checking out I'm ok & I know effects of all my new drugs, what to expect & what they'll do...) Apparently new pill reacts with lamotrigine, so that should be interesting... It lowers the effects of both? :s oops!! I guess it's a matter of 'watch this space' ...
Sorry for long, graphic rant...
Sorry for long, graphic rant...