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Ecstatic, I have laid to rest, one of my ghosts, in my latest trauma diary entry, today. Letting rest, a lifetime of neglect, from my mom, as the 1st anniversary of my cutting her, off, is near.
I am feeling shakey, nervous, like I am being tossed around under the waves. when I come up for air I just choke on more water. Gasping for my breath. Trying to regain my balance.
I'm frustrated and angry. It's this kind of anger that makes me feel like I could scream right now. It's the kind of anger that sears my veins as it moves through me. And ironically that makes it feel even more intense.
I am continuing dialectical behavior therapy work and finding that 'mindfulness' and "(negative) thought diffusion" allow me to sort out my thoughts in a more organized manner. I can focus more clearly, without all of the previous distractions, and this brings a sense of peace and calmness with it.:cool:
Having a few physical problems which will require some lifestyle changes, but all in all, I am doing really well and I feel deeply grateful!!!:tup:
I'm sending out healing hugs to all who want/need them.:hug: