What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[p-no]

At first, when I check, I can't find anything I'm feeling. I'm on autopilot, I AM. And now I feel confused... :eek:

 

[zaniara]

Shut down, so basically I feel nothing. But that feels( ;) ) so good for a change! :) Far better than feeling that pain..

 

[senji]

Angry.

I checked the local news internet site today, and got into a thread that sais that ADHD is mental illness. And it made me a little angry, to categorize a large scale of people and put them under the "Sick people", they called them in the thread Disturbed People, and it made me angry.

Not every person who born with ADHD (or ADD) is Disturbed, they basically took specific people from the large scale and decided that everyone who have ADD or ADHD is mental ill.

 

[Chincho]

Anxious
Sad
Tired
Invisible

 

[Changing4Best]

I awoke with a feeling of HOPE today, first time in a long time I have had HOPE. The HOPE was about the difference between 2 definitions of "cut". One can cut some little piece off of something or cut the whole thing out entirely. I had HOPE that our U.S. government will cut some of each thing out instead of all of it (in terms of benefits to the poor) should they have to cut anything at all.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Rejected. Frustrated. Sad. Confused. Exhausted. Impatient.

 

[DMerish]

I feel like quitting my job! That's what I'm feeling today. My feeling is based on the fact that my (newish) manager is a jerk. Naturally, with PTSD, I thought "it was me" - then talked with a couple of other co-workers that I'm friends with, who formally reported to him, and they all say, "No, it is not you. It's him." :banghead:

 

[Britt.f7]

Earlier I felt depressed. It's been pointed out by the hubby and my younger son, that I have been sleeping more lately. Hard to tell, at times, whether it is the depression or my medical illness. Sometimes I'm bored and I just go lay down if I can think of nothing to do. I know that is a bad habit to get into. Must be bad if my husband and child have noticed. They are afraid I'll end up back in the hospital. I'm not that bad.

 

[goingonhope]

Anxious, then unexpectedly wired today. I cried a little and then I guess my protective defenses came up and I became as careful and considerate of a talk-a-lot as I could be.

 

[becvan]

Sadness, hopelessness, fury, loneliness....

 

[Froggie]

Awed ... 2 years with chemo, feeling the side effets weaken my body. Was ill with the flu, had a hard time. Stopped my meds for a couple of days as I was vomiting everything. Guess what ... the nightmares came right back. Now I know I really need my PTSD meds otherwise it would be to hard to handle the cancer. Comes down to what I said in the beginning .... PTSD is harder to handle than the cancer.

 

[Froggie]

Been in rough shape for the last couple of months - pain, phlebitis + meds for treatment, light hemorage (should have gone to the hospital, but consulted the oncologist - said ok for chemo seeing that I managed to stop the hemorage alone), bad flu. Just can't seem to find my ol' stamina. The specialists think that the cancer is flairing up again, will know for sure Nov. 1st as the scan results will be in.

Even put my book aside as I was in too much pain to sit for more than half an hour in my computor chair - or any other chair for that fact. Morphin makes me sleep so that I don't feel the pain. Hate that.

Made a hot chocolate with coffee cream - need some comfort drink at this time of night ... Oh yeah, during my chemo, I have insomnia for 3-4 nights.

So, in a nutshell, that's where I'm at.