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I am feeling -
relieved
anxious
buttt.
at the same time waiting for the bottom of the pot to fall out.
I soooooooooooooooo long for a feeeling as if I am standing on "terra firma" ( by the way does anyone else know that the phrase "terra Firma " is, many times, what a helicopter pilot saya as he touches ground after a safe flight....paticular the Vatican City forces who fly the Pope around between viists to other countries even to his Palace in Gardofino then of course back to Vatican City?)
Sorry got a little lost in thought so I guess I am also not thinking in the "present".....but I sure am feeling in the present.....second to second I believe
{{{{ (((Deb)))+(((PH)))+(((Anni)))+(((Marie E)))+(((CB)))+(((Philippa)))+(((KP)))+(((Albatross))) and all those I haven't mentionned }}} hugs and bear hugs. You're all amazing people, finding solutions to some life experiences that really suck.
After reading Philippa's posts, I realized that I have been in denial about my ptsd. Denial and avoidance, no no no I don't want to be disturbed by the ptsd symptoms ahhhh no ! Guess that's why I've been getting crappy dreams these past few weeks. Thanks Philippa, life has a way to give a good kick in the pants.
Froggie, much thxs for the bear hugs!! Yes, PTSD is hellish for us all, but it is manageable, though harsh at times. It is hard for us all, but keep hold of any good feelings you have. I know it is hard for me as well to keep up with my coping mechanisms for the :poop:.
emotional pain. Hurting from fresh wounds given by calculated words meant to cut deep. I don't understand. I don't want to fight. I feel myself shutting down and going numb. The people we love can be so cruel and cut us so deep. I don't understand.