I have no emotions. Not on purpose but I don't have any. I'm not being just depressed or dramatic, its a literal thing for me. its more than numb its shut down. i mean it doesn't mean I walk around all sad looking and unenergized. I do have physical cues, like energized could mean "i'm happy" but...I don't feel it emotionally. I honestly don't even remember what it feels like....kind of scared. It sounds wierd to know i feel differently than others do....maybe i'm just screwed up :(