A soft sadness and regret for going against my better judgment to ask for basic information, and stupid and worthless and grossly unwelcome when it didn't come, which for me leads to shame. I think a sense of self-betrayal for obvious reasons but because of doubting myself and asking, that is self-harmful. It's no wonder I am thought of as stupid when I act stupid. But I also think, it's just a mistake and a blessing in other ways.. Disappointment for @ntothelight but hope for her for to feel better and to get a do-over soon; some joy; gratitude for 3 more days of total freedom. (At least I hope so.). Wow am I late lol.