What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Lionheart]

I feel a little scared cause half the food I eat, I vomit up. Most things are not staying down and what stays down one day, does not necessarily mean it will stay down the next.

There is something wrong with me medically, and the medicine they are giving me seems to work, only about half the time. I am trying to put food on my stomach every 2 hours in small amounts. But as I said, it only works about half the time. The food that comes up is undigested. I am kinda tired of being ill.

 

[Friday]

I feel a little scared cause half the food I eat, I vomit up. Most things are not staying down and what stays down one day, does not necessarily mean it will stay down the next.

There is something wrong with me medically, and the medicine they are giving me seems to work, only about half the time. I am trying to put food on my stomach every 2 hours in small amounts. But as I said, it only works about half the time. The food that comes up is undigested. I am kinda tired of being ill.

Try smaller amounts.

My sister? Eats 20x more than me… in volume.

Like she eats 2 whole sandwiches when I’d only eat a half or less. (And then eats more, and more, and more).

We both weigh the same, roughly. But I even LOOK at the volume of food she eats, and start dry heaving. It’s crazy, enourmous, ungodly amounts of food. That she just scarfs down.

Nothing bigger than your palm. For real

IE I spent 6mo in a German hospital, relearning “how” to eat, after a time of being starved. Anything bigger than palm sized? Equaled patients puking their guts up. Nigiri/2 pieces of sushi. A quarter of a sandwich. A slider burger. Half a brat.

 

[Teasel]

Shame and hopelessness.

 

[Lionheart]

Disappointment and sadness, but I know it is temporary and so I have hope and that is the most important thing.

 

[Lionheart]

Physical pain; Muscle Spasms in my back, Arthritis (joints are aching). Wiped out i.e.; Fatigued. Emotionally, I am doing alright. There have been no major conflicts, triggers, or depression. Spiritually I am growing stronger and becoming more selective about with whom I share my gifts. I think I may be forgetting something.

 

[Tinyflame]

Kind of unnerved the last few days, don't know if it's what I'm eating or antibiotics but have had really disjointed weird dreams. I noticed they are distracting for me afterwards much of the day when I'm awake, and even when I can't remember the details, mostly weird. That and weird stuff happening at work (reality). Where can I apply to go help wash those little oil- covered duckies, lol.

Oh ya, had a tiny bird come right to my feet this morning. That felt kind of strangely amazing as it stayed there. Then there were about 7 of them.

 

[Undavnted]

Sore. Knees and feet hurt. So bad I almost didn't wanna get out of bed. At least I slept well; past few nights I was having disturbed sleep, woke up in tears. So sleeping was a plus.

 

[Teasel]

Enjoying a quiet moment. Calmer for it.

 

[Lionheart]

I am doing well. I was vindicated because when I said the medicine was only helping me about half of the time, the doctor doubled it. So physically I am doing better. Mentally I feel stronger, emotionally also stronger, and spiritually, a little worried because I can more clearly see the mistakes I made in the past some of which really surprised me and upset me because I didn't see them before. Such as taking pain pills from my mom that were not prescribed to me, to stop muscle pain, in front of a family member who was known to be an addict and who later died from an overdose. So I guess I feel really small spiritually speaking. I am disappointed in myself.

 

[Defaultxlove]

I’m feeling like time goes too fast for my brain. Looking to simplify my life more

 

[Deleted member 53709]

I feel sad
Hurt
Alone

 

[Lumos]

Lonely