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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Am grateful so far relative and partner well enough (hopefully) to get to vacation.
Was thinking I am grateful for those I know or maybe don't even who have pulled for me.
I am thankful one work day done, by this time tomorrow this one will be over. Have to get through 7 on (now 6), with 2 very busy ones off scattered in between, then have 5 off. Hope I can get there. Kind of worn out.
Am unsure of most things, it feels.

ETA, maybe that/ I am stupid: it is more 'normal' for me to always be unsure. I swore I chose to put that away. Thanks to @Sheepy94 for reminding me in a roundabout way, even though they didn't realize it.
 
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I hope you're ok @Lumos !

I am a 9.8 on the stress scale. 🤯 I thought, Wth is that noise???? And it was the blood pounding in my head, stops when I look to the left. Geez. Feel sick to my stomach. 🤢 Am waiting for a contractor's response but have to go to work early, new schedule of which Idk content or times. Ugh. Not to mention I had tinnitus last night overnight in one ear, which I never have.
 
I hope you're ok @Lumos !

I am a 9.8 on the stress scale. 🤯 I thought, Wth is that noise???? And it was the blood pounding in my head, stops when I look to the left. Geez. Feel sick to my stomach. 🤢 Am waiting for a contractor's response but have to go to work early, new schedule of which Idk content or times. Ugh. Not to mention I had tinnitus last night overnight in one ear, which I never have.
I am, thanks Tinyflame, just working through it. Hope you will be alright 🫂
 
For so many months now I've been feeling like I'm 90 years old and 5 years old, at the same time. I feel both ancient and incredibly young. It's confusing and unsettling. I don't feel like I'm the age that I am (47) or that I'm in the here and now. My current external reality feels totally irrelevant. I feel like my soul is on some weird journey and I can't work out what's going on.
 
I feel like I am a burden and others are too kind or too uncomfortable to say it, or speak the truth. A person can't mind read, but it's uncomfortable for me as well. Idk if that is the truth but if feels accurate, in my gut.

I am tired.
 
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