What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Deleted member 53709]

feeling better tonight
hope
positive aprehension
some sadness in the background, like i feel its the end of an era for me
the end of running around endlessly looking for appropriate help and just getting shot down/hurt again
now is the time of actually healing, acceptance
And this makes me grateful but also sad

 

[Lionheart]

I feel good except for muscle spasms, but I have muscle relaxers I can take for that. Otherwise, I am happy and content. Life is hard, but it is good!!

 

[Tinyflame]

Just found out my cousin died. Very sad.

 

[Survivor3]

Just found out my cousin died. Very sad.

Sorry to hear that, my condolences @Tinyflame .

 

[Survivor3]

I'm feeling positive and optimistic

 

[Lumos]

Just found out my cousin died. Very sad.

Oh no, so sorry to read this @Tinyflame

 

[BlueWeepingRose]

Earlier I was feeling pretty down and crying, but I'm feeling a lot better now.

 

[Defaultxlove]

Same for me today @BlueWeepingRose im glad we feel better

 

[Deleted member 53709]

I am mad as hell

 

[Tinyflame]

Thanks so much @Survivor3 and @Lumos . Hugs to you both.

Tonight I feel doubt.

 

[Tinyflame]

Today I felt like an annoyance and in the way of others, to be avoided. But I guess thankful to recognize it for myself. I feel cautious.
I feel silly to think my presence mattered. I feel that was dumb, and fanciful thinking, if not ego. A guy and his dad I met about 3 years ago helped me learn that this week.
I am worried my relative and partner will be too sick to go on Vacation starting tomorrow night/ tuesday as they are sick today.
I am relived the same friend who was going to help me before work tomorrow wasn't angry I cancelled yesterday, he texted me tonight.
My neck is very sore and I have a headache.
I am thirsty.
My patience is being tried by the puppy.
I dread work tomorrow, who knows what they will do. But take the money and run my dad used to say, and hope to get it over with.
Good night everyone.

 

[Tinyflame]

I think there is only room (for myself) for gratitude, and survival. Am quite content if others are happy and FWIW would be content to be invisible. I won't say I will willingly go or do what triggers me unless it's for an important reason or I have no choice, but I don't want to be a burden or in the way either. No one's problem to create a purpose for me and I have no interest in community where I'm a liability, that needs tweaking on my part. It's all ok. I am exhausted, but thankful, and by this time tomorrow will have finished today's work.