What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Friday]

Trying.

It’s a weak form of ‘bound & determined’ but I’ll take it.

 

[Friday]

I miss my kid.

He’s having a hard time & is furious with me.

 

[Givrali]

depressed. The discord server I enjoy going to and lately went back after 3 months of quitting is doing bad for my nightmares.
I already noticed a possible casue of it, the name of my father used as a pseudo, but I don't think it's enough to provoc such a bad reaction

 

[Friday]

PseudoSad because I’m tired, & 5o/5o on not feeling sorry for myself / trying to ascribe more meaning to tears of exhaustion, than simply that. It’s PseudoSad, not real sad.

 

[mszl]

Today depression is hitting hard. I have wet eyes, which is the closest I can get to crying.

 

[Teasel]

Bit scattered. Attention span is short. I suspect my phone addiction is a bloody nuisance little bastard.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

Boy oh boy, at this moment pretty good, but what a roller coaster.

 

[Friday]

Envious. The job I was supposed to start 2 years ago just sent me an email that the new starting salary is 104k, and their hiring window is open again. So I’m envious of the life TheKiddo and I COULD BE living, if I weren’t f*cking sick.

Even if I got magically better tomorrow? It would take me at least a year, if not longer, to meet the basic requirements for that job. But by then? It’s a coin flip on whether or not I’ll be aged out. Pure. Raw. Envy. (Bordering on despair) Of yet ANOTHER life I almost had, was almost able to give my kid.

 

[mszl]

@Friday I'm sorry. The feeling of losing some opportunity in life due to external circumstances sucks.

 

[mszl]

Now it's emptiness sprinkled with no hope for improvement.

 

[Lost in the Woods]

That about sums up my current state.

 

[Hope2]

Depressed and anxious. Exhausted. Winter is soon here, I don’t feel prepared for the long dark season.