What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I am feeling at peace. It has been a busy but extremely happy few days.
I feel loved, H and I have been creating memories.
I feel proud I have allowed my self to feel good.

 

[Ron]

Tired and worried.

Sorry to hear that Bloom !:eek:

 

[Ron]

I have had a lovely relaxing day with my H. I feel at peace.

That's awesome to hear !

 

[Ron]

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Though suffer Ptsd and no matter how well you do, and/or have managed it quite well before, if you don't still, (or once didn't) have anything to feel ashamed of, there is generally someone up-and-about your world just willing to impose such shame on you. ...............I guess I'm feeling afraid and afraid of most people.

People that shame you are people that poison you. Stand up and assert yourself with strength. Look them in the eye and use "I" messages. Don't blink. Stand your ground.

 

[goingonhope]

Someone told me today that I was a hero to them and that it has helped them to know there are men like me in the world. :)

Lionheart, ...good, someone who knows what's up. I think of you as wonderful, and also heroic when reading your comments and getting to know you some here upon the forum, as well as reading bits of what you've been through and survived.

I feel the same way too in regards to how much people like you help others and myself to know that there are really cool, sweet, bright and loving men in this world. There are a number of you guys here upon the forum (as well as women) that I highly regard, and certain to be still more that I simply haven't gotten to know any.

 

[cakey]

Lonely, alien, strange, anger, depression, stuck.

 

[Lionheart]

I think of you as wonderful, and also heroic when reading your comments and getting to know you some here upon the forum, as well as reading bits of what you've been through and survived.
I feel the same way too in regards to how much people like you help others and myself to know that there are really cool, sweet, bright and loving men in this world.

(((goingonhope))) You are so kind....

I don't know how to express just how much your reply means to me. I have a real sense of inner peace knowing that somehow I have helped.

Nor do I know how to express just how much people here have helped me.
I have been welcomed, understood, listened to, validated, accepted and praised since becoming a member here and the sense of belonging is an awesome feeling.

I am truly flattered and deeply grateful!!!

 

[Reclusive]

I agree with GoingonHope, Lionheart. I always think that your username and avatar are so perfect. :D

Today I'm feeling kind of peaceful. Not feeling so emotional, again seeing the light. There's still crap to clean up, but it feels doable today.

 

[Tosh]

Stressed
Paranoid
Crazy

 

[alixipain]

To put it bluntly I feel like a butterfly that has had its wings plucked off!
Hurt - Set a date Monday, after twisting off 2 hours of wasted time G/f was ready.. Too much time wasted had a service call come in when she decided she was ready. Ok let’s do it Tuesday, Today comes and its burned up by her telling me she's going to find someone she can make plans with! WTF!!
Used - I use my $90 @ pound Freon on her A/c equipment on the agreement I'll get a meal, Wasted!! The meal was rice and beans. Let’s think "I HATE RICE" Eat the S**T for most of your life cause it’s the only thing they would scrape off the plate onto the floor for me to eat. Looks like miniature maggots to me!!

Stressed - She wants to know my plans and why is it taking so long!? Let’s see work 10 hours extra per week but don’t get paid for those hours, lose the tools that make your income, and have to replace them! *Break your car and see how stressed life gets for you! I don’t like making plans for then it’s a broken promise and a failure on my part for not achieving that goal!

I want to scream F**K YOU ALL!!

Missing Not someone but ME!

Lost - Fixed her a drink tonight taquilla with coffee, Kaulla, and half & half. I wanted to suck the bottle dry!!

S**T - I dressed in shorts for her cause she wants me in shorts when its 106 outside, I HATE SHORTS!! "Its not normal to wear full length jeans in this weather." is what she tells me. Get abused and have to be naked 99% of the time, SHORTS are out of the question! I put them on for her and feel like a freak!! (That lil boy toy!!)

People tell me she's toxic to me. I agree yet on the other hand without her I'm lost! I'm thinking some here can understand that? I listen to a song by slipknot at times it states how I feel tonight. PEOPLE=S**T!

 

[Rob_Dog19]

Anxious and irritated. in that order

 

[Debi]

Afraid to feel