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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel terrible. You know that horrible empty feeling that makes all of your emotions feel like a heavy stone when you hear something that upsets you? That sense of heaviness? I feel that after having heard a conversation between two people I care about. I wish the conversation hadn't happened. I wish I hadn't heard it. I wish one would stop being like that to the other. That one is like that to the other very often. It makes me feel terrible. I know this doesn't make sense without more details. It's the best I can do right now.
 
I'm feeling wobbly, uncertain, double-minded, and out of sorts. Had my new "maybe" boss introduce me at a meeting today and he so succinctly summed up my work-related attributes and experiences that it kind of rocked me a bit. I've only known him for 3 days. I guess he really read my resume and listened to me prattle on during my interview. I guess I'm not good with compliments or accomplishments being acknowledged. Still working on self-image, I guess.
 
I feel gratitude for not self harming, for time with an old mentor, for the forum. I feel sad about feeling mostly hollow moss and mildew walls inside with nothing else. I feel sad for all the pain thats in the distance, arriving. I feel angry that I have to fight so hard to be alive, to not kill myself. I feel good that I've done exercise, steamed and made myself a nice healthy meal.
 

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