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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Tired & body is very painful. Been in bed 3 out of 5 days this week. It's been like 4 years since something got to me like this. Triggered by a guy who had no clue what he did, I just walked away as I fell apart & went home. Disappointed in myself for not being able to handle it.
With the holidays upon us & my anniversary date next week is also not helping me feel any better either.
 
I feel tired and anxious and triggered. I think I just heard my neighbor abuse his dog and that gave me a brief episode of flashbacks. A high pitched squeal and a deep, aggressive "get your ass outside!"
I feel like I'm taking on hell with a water pistol. Abusive people are everywhere. I can report him but it won't do any good. He's already the person he is. He's already going to ruin someone's life. I feel defeated. I feel like the bullies always win.
 
I'm ok in this moment. I broke more of my teeth but at least I'm still alive. Pain comes and goes. I'm sucking a popsicle, as you American folks would say (we call them lollies but I like the word popsicle) and my legs are all toasty on the electric blanket :D

Might put Fantasia on to round things off :singing::ninja::x3:
 

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