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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Tired, but happy. I have no pain. I have had back pain for over 4 years, and called psych case and nuts by my coworkers (doctors and nurses) since nothing seemed to help. Instead of looking for another reason for my back pain, they just blamed me. It was cancer. Now the cancer is gone, the pain is gone. I feel like I should let the hospital where I worked know the truth, so they don't overlook something like this again. This could have had a different ending.
 
Feeling emotionally better today. I did a lot of writing about what happened the day before and where it sent me to, emotionally. I have a bit of understanding now and while it's not pretty except for being pretty upsetting, I'd rather work with the light of my truth these days over hiding in the darkness of fear.
 
Work=Dangerous Humans=Trigger= Depression/Fear= Struggle=Death of....=Suffer=Death Mindset

Can become...atleast for a few hours

Possible to escape=Death aint now=I can suffer when its time to do so=Humans that care and love (Though I dislike this word) =Beautiful places and the Sky and the Ocean


Boooyakkaaa dance is fun...
 
A small sense of accomplishment towards settling my mom's estate, a little relief, and sort of proud to have made it this far, so far.

Received a piece of mail today that closed another chapter in what often feels like the endless book of things to get done.

Part of me wants it all to just be over and finalized, but it feels like other parts of me are grateful for something to still hold onto, albeit a sorrowful grasp.
 

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