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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I love the premise of this question and hate trying to answer it. But it's probably a good exercise.

Feeling frustrated - mostly at my type 1 diabetes which has been all over the shop this evening - also festering anger and irritability which I normally rarely get (or maybe I'm just getting bad at suppressing them - I've only been in the symptomatic game for five months now). Be interesting to see what my cortisol levels are since I'm sure they're wonky.

Hypervigliance its usual shitty self, turning a simple bit of shopping into a huge set of simulated movements of everyone else and calculations to solve for where I should put myself in order for anybody and everybody behind me to be far enough away that they won't be able to approach me undetected quickly enough before the next time I glance over my shoulder. I screwed up once and a kind member of staff zipped behind me to get something while i was pinned facing another fcuk fcuk fcuk it's going to take so long to get past that. Enjoying that it makes not the slightest bit of sense to me, at least not related to anything I can remember.

Feeling highly avoidant.

Feeling doomed to it all getting worse in the next few months at least because that's how things seem to roll.
 

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