What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[nie]

Excited!! Going to World Series baseball tonight!!

 

[Queen Boudica]

Stressed, anxious, heart beating fast all day.

 

[Srain]

Saphy we are all here and all feel defeated from time to time, its hard work battling day to day.

Today i feel nervous about a letter i have sent to my doctor, not sure outcome i am expecting or if i even want anything to happen.

Sazza: I hope all turns out the way you want, thinking of you.

(((((((((Lizio)))))))))

At this moment in time and space I feel happy, odd how just an hour ago at my tdoc's I was in a world far from here deep in the kind of agony I had long forgotten and actually never spoken of...this to not only another person but a woman about to have her own child, one who had no anger or condemnation for me.It was painful, terrifying, bleeding my heart out the visions running through mind like yesterday, I wanted to scream and run or break things..............

But it's my husband's birthday and we went to brunch and he sang (he always does to muzak ::::::rolling eyes:::::: HA!!!) to some old song while I stuffed mashed potatoes in my face and he snapped pictures of me :laugh: He sent them to my Daughter IL who texted back asking how could I sing back up with my mouth full??? I texted her: exactly!!!

so I'm smiling for the moment :)

 

[KP the nut]

I still feel tired but OK. I've walked the dogs, they make me laugh at the way they chase one another. I'll feed them soo and wash the dishes. Then it is a glass of wine, a nice supper and a movie.

I also heard from the job I did the 2 hour interview for. As I expected (as it took them ages to get back to me) I was unsuccessful, they said another candidate had more experience. I'm actually fine about it. I do need another job but may look at part time so I can keep my other part time job which I'm loving.

 

[Iam]

Anxious, shaky and I don't even know why.....Hmmmmm. Maybe I need to eat something!

 

[heidi]

It was raining and gray. I felt sedate. I think I'm growing numb which I guess is fine. I heard a moving song on a friend's profile and felt an emotion for half a second. Kept thinking about the things I have to start caring about. Many of them urgent.

 

[Saphy]

I am feeling like my brain has a hole in it. Specifically, right through the right frontal. I feel off balance and nauseous. I want to sleep but every time I climb into bed, I feel like I'm lying in a coffin. and everything is dark so when I look up I just feel like people are hovering over me. As if i'm being examined and exposed to everyone around me. I feel so... violated.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Saphy))))

I'm frightened, alone and confused. Got T on Friday and frightened to go because of all the stuff that has come up recently. I have to go and do the family shop now and I don't feel sane enough to do it! I'm really self-absorbed at the moment and need a distraction.

 

[Saphy]

((((Saphy))))
I don't feel sane enough to do it! I'm really self-absorbed at the moment and need a distraction.

Distraction: How many drops from the leaky tap does it take to fill the cup?
I've done this ridiculous thing before and it actually was amusing since I started making up numbers after a while.
Distraction: If you could get groceries at this very second, what would you get regardless of the money?
Make a list and avoid the grocery for a while since you'll prolly end up going in debt if your list is extremely long.

Good luck today (:

 

[Sandra]

I hate fasting!!!!!!!!!

I'm dying for a nice cold chocolate milk.

 

[KP the nut]

I feel more upbeat than yesterday, well that wasn't hard.

I am excited about seeing my girls on Sat. We haven't been together since July.

 

[Iam]

Terrified...over the edge. 23 yr old son in BIG trouble......husband is flipping out over it.....NOT GOOD