What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tabitha]

I'm feeling jealous today.
I hear my friends talking about and see their statuses on facebook of going here & there with their loves, going out on "date nights", holiday preparations, etc.

I'm also just feeling run down..like I'm tired of trying so hard.

 

[goingonhope]

Outside of hurt feelings which seem to go along with simply knowing and liking people, I feel appreciation, faith and strength.

A long time ago I heard someone say that he approaches life with very few to no expectations of anything. I then took that on board after hearing this, ...and it has since provided strength often, equal to me appling it to reasoning and then later automatic thought.

I feel entirely too alone, lonely and alienated. (I'm thinking that the pressures from and internal intensity of these feelings are generally old feelings out of trauma), and just something that likes to rear it's pain in the butt, little, annoying head and try and stir me and get my attention.

However, my emotional self doesn't much appreciate my regular way of thinking, reasoning and approaching life and is needy now, ...and quite frankly a pain in my f'n arse.

 

[Marie E.]

(((Hope)))

 

[jo may]

I'm feeling like Jojo again, I'm tough and I'm going to start standing my ground more. I have decided to ditch the CPN as we just don't get along and my hubby doesn't think she's doing a great job.

I feel sad I felt the way I did about my kids but think it was more just because I was having a bad time and I've been so tired since we come back. I WOULD NEVER LEAVE MY KIDS, they mean the world to me. My son has been so good this week, no trying to break things or hurt people. My youngest Angel is still very much hard work but than again she's 3! She doesn't know this yet but she starts nursery very soon.

I felt sorry for my friend last night, he's been in hospital 3 times this year. But I'm also mad as hell as he won't stop smoking, yet he knows it will kill him in the end. I'm also mildly confused and mad at myself for caring as the guy used me and played games with me for ages but I'm getting tougher with him recently.

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((MarieE.))))))))) ((((((((((((((Hope))))))))))

Guess could ring for advice but think may just stop it.

Spots like that are usually a sign a of a serious reaction, not to scare you but I would call the dr immediate and discontinue med immediately. If you read the insert or look up side effects you will see that this is probably what is suggested. Please take good care of yourself.

I'm not feeling physically well at all. Took a sleep med last due to feeling pretty lousy yesterday, bad dreams, I'm assuming all related to not much of anything. I woke at the witching hour and feel just as crappy...blech. Going to be a long day as the arbor folks are coming due to check our out of control oak tree in front. Yuck, hate getting this stuff, whine whine whine. :(

 

[jo may]

((((Hugs Rain)))) pain and bad dreams are hellish so i'm thinking of you.

 

[Queen Boudica]

I just can't stop crying. I don't know why. I should be happy. I have 3 beautiful kids. They are joys. I am out of the abusive relationship with my husband. I should be able to just shake this all off and get on with my life. But I just feel so alone and useless and frozen and scared. I just don't have any confidence in myself. I just can't get over everything. It just all seems to be coming at once, everything all of my whole miserable life, the whole thing, just hitting me over and over. No matter where I turn, it is there, pulling me down. Guilt, sadness, fear, hopelessness, uselessness, fear, fear, fear, frozen. I don't get why that should be. I just don't get it.

 

[intothelight]

Problems with the Momster. A lot of memories stirred up and she is stirring up enough real life drama.

Feeling totally lost in life and relationships. Feeling like a failure at many levels. Always and forever "never good enough".

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Very Ouchy

 

[bittersweet]

I feel bit cheery today. I've been feeling down so I concentrated on getting things ready for my husband's and I's anniversary. I scheduled a couple's spa day and started planning what to make for dinner. I also made my husband a card. Here's the finished product

 

[goingonhope]

Horribly annoyed from too many responsibilties.

 

[Sazza]

(((((((((((MarieE.))))))))) ((((((((((((((Hope))))))))))

Spots like that are usually a sign a of a serious reaction, not to scare you but I would call the dr immediate and discontinue med immediately. If you read the insert or look up side effects you will see that this is probably what is suggested. Please take good care of yourself.

Thanks Srain, it settled down and was like the rash had never been there. I took my tablet as normal last night and rang the doctors this morning. My doctor rang me back she said sounds like having some kind of reaction but that it seems to be settling as i have been itchy since starting the tablets. My concern was if it happened again could it be more serious. She reckons that if was going to react seriously then would of done so by now, we agreed to continue with the med over weekend and see how go. Obviously if it gets worse or if i feel really unwell i am to stop it but Gp wants try give it time to see if get benefit. If happens again though i am not risking it. I didn't get a leaflet with the tablets hate it when do that.

Today i am feeling rubbish still no energy feel like sickening for something, just want go bed and stay there. Not sure if its my mood or if unwell or both, keep eye on it as the tablets can cause drowsiness etc. feel out of it.