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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Physically exhausted, but happy!

Our kids came to spend the night before Thanksgiving so they could be here early in the morning. Funny cause they only live 20 minutes away. So up at 7am to start smoking the turkey and could breakfast for 10. My daughter in-law and I cooked all day. Fantabulous dinner! We were all having so much fun the kids all decided to stay over last night too. We played Wii until 2 am.....

Then the kids all said that if we still have this house when we die that they want to keep it as a family vacation home because of all the great memories here. Wow, I can't tell you how good that makes me feel!
 
The red light indicator is on in the rusty worn out old car that is me. I don't know how much fuel is left in there, could be another 20 miles, could be 1/2 mile or even less? Feels like less a lot of the time. Feels like I am on the last bit of sludge at the very bottom of that tank. Thick gooey sticky sludge, that cannot easily be pumped out into the carboreter (?????) to fire in those pistons (??????? engine knowledge pretty crap :confused:) Sometimes I can manage to pump a bit out and there is a spluttered burst of energy and, others, I just can't, I just can't get that sludge out. And the car starts to splutter and stall and I am left panicking, knowing I am dying, desperately trying to restart the car and it just refusing to come to life. I keep stalling more and more, I know that fuel is on its last dregs. Whatever happens that fuel will run out eventually. Will I get to the petrol station to refuel in time before it completely runs out? Does not feel like it. And there are lots of big hills on the way, that could stall me forever. And those nasty sharp bends next to gaping huge million feet deep chasms that I could easily fall into, if I make the wrong move.

That is how I am feeling at the moment. Too long a journey, lots of BIG hills, sharp dangerous turns next to huge ravines for me to plummet down into and no petrol station in site for a long timem if ever.
 
Iam, CraftyCath posted a pic of it on this page. It's of the duck family that comes into this area for the winter. They seem to like the great lakes.

[DLMURL]https://www.ptsdforum.org/c/threads/the-cute-pictures-thread.19536/page-11#post-288969[/DLMURL]
 
Scared;
Sad

(Today I saw a man who had not seen for a long time. He is married and he wants to have sex with me! :S I told you that I'm not interested but, apparently, he's not giving up to ideias. I'm being coerced and I do not know what to do :confused:I'm scared and vulnerable.. :()
 

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