What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[SeekingSerenity]

I am feeling better.
Screw feeling so down.

I know what I have to be...

 

[Nighthawk]

Don't even ask

 

[SeekingSerenity]

((((((((((NH))))))))))

 

[Lionheart]

((((((((NH)))))))),

I feel like I have made some progress with spiritual aspects of healing and this makes me feel happy and gives me a sense of peace that I'd previously lost. I also received some good news from my doctor today and so I've made some progress with physical challenges as well and I'm feeling relieved.

I'm kinda bored tho, ....it rained yesterday and I can't get out in the yard and work today, so I'm not sure what I will do to fill my time, but if boredom is the worst of today's problems, then I'll feel I have it made for real!!!

((((((hugs for all)))))),
LH

 

[KP the nut]

I feel scared to go to bed. I was stung by a hornet last night at 1 am whilst I was tucked up in bed under the duvet :confused:, talk about a rude awakening.

I feel mellow after a relaxing night with H.

I feel so grateful it is the weekend.

 

[ms spock]

I'm struggling with intrusive thoughts. My paranoia keeps telling me that I always get it wrong, that I said too much/all the wrong things/upset people etc. at the members meet up. It has given my confidence a real

Gosh I get this too!

It is like I am back home and if I say the wrong thing abuse will happen to me. Is this from your family or from the PTSD?

 

[ms spock]

I feel like I'm finally getting everything together, that this last year took FOREVER to get to the heart of the matter of has been the problem with my body but that I'm finally getting there. I feel good about that but man I'm putting on weight at the moment, not that it's unusual this time of year but it's hard not tear myself apart for it.

It is so draining to have a undiagnosed situation with your body. I am pleased you have found out.

Putting on weight is hard in a world where anorexic size 6 models are held up as beautiful. Some type of bizarre parody of western captialism - particularly as they look the same as people dying of starvation. Weird hey?

My older brother called me "Sis" in a text message today, he has never done that. It was while I've been trying to let him know his ptsd symptoms are just fine with me, I'll still be here and I shot off a picture of my youngest grandboy (it was priceless), just trying to keep him connected. He was excited to get it. :)

Your brother is lucky to have you. I am glad you youngest grandboy is cute and that is lovely for you to include him and make him part of your life so generously.

 

[ms spock]

I was stung by a hornet last night at 1 am whilst I was tucked up in bed under the duvet :confused:, talk about a rude awakening.

OMG! It is meant to be a saying not an actual experience!

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I am feeling damn good, thank you very much!

I refuse to stay down. I WILL get up each time I fall.
I am proud of myself for getting up again yesterday, I had fallen pretty hard :(

Each time I fall, I stay down for a shorter period... I'll beat this! :cool:

 

[Philippa]

Tension in my neck has been there all day. Still hurting a lot from being attacked by my brother, without an apology the other day. It was horrible.

A bit feeble, and not confident about my painting skills, even though my painting is turning out pretty awesome?? I think it is noticeable to my teachers at my art class?

Interest in my art teacher, who is gorgeous. feeling like I'm bad:(. I'm being made out to be the bad guy when they are the ones who have all treated me like shit here. I feel broken and broken-hearted.

feeling my wounds bleeding and leaking all over the place, and self-conscious that my teacher can tell that I am deeply wounded, and in pain and worried that because of this, he won't like me enough to want to see me outside of class, which finishes tomorrow.

Feeling not strong about my blood family situation. It feels terrible...and like it's too much. Don't know what to do? I'm exhausted, and in pain. feeling fragile...and relieved that I'm in my cave at home. I did not feel like being around people today, though I made the most of it at class.

Painting with other people gives me anxiety I've realized. It's not something I am used to so a bit out of my comfort zone, which is a good thing I know...

 

[intothelight]

A little anxious. I love the weekends, but after last weekend; I am almost afraid to enjoy them again. Stupid PTSD brain is generating that one. Need to work on that. Just because something "bad" happens one day doesn't mean it will repeat itself on that day.

 

[Philippa]

Now I feel depressed...and crumpled.