What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Tinyflame]

I'm going to try to turn my thinking (or 'feeling') around by presuming it's tiredness, maybe fear, mis-trust- all those old 'usuals'. Not sure what the 'feeling' is -'Scaling Everest', I guess. :rolleyes:

I guess, though, that's 'hope'(?) Though not very big or strong.

I wish I didn't have the horrible feeling or need to hear or feel things will be ok, the feeling they can't be.

I guess I feel like a Global Failure. A Waste of Space, for sure.

 

[Tinyflame]

I guess I also feel like an 'ass', expressing this. It's hard to grasp it, one one hand they say it's good to acknowledge and express it, on the other hand it feels like too much 'self', to me.

 

[KP the nut]

(((JB)))

I'm feeling proud I pushed through the not being well, I walked the dogs and washed the dishes.

Now I can look after me.

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Junebug, KP, Phillipa, ITL))))

I feel a bit paranoid today. I keep seeing people who have hurt me only to realise it wasn't them!

In fact I was really convinced that the 'woman' in the car in front of me was someone who hurt me badly but when I passed them it was a man!! This happened twice on the way home and it's only 3 miles!

I seem to look out for these people more and more. I don't know if it is because I'm frightened of bumping into them on the off chance and being triggered; so I set myself up just in case I do meet them and they can't catch me unawares. Or, is it because I'm spoiling for a fight? Or both.

It isn't nice living this way and I wish I could stop it.

 

[Lionheart]

I am weak and tired from being ill (esophagitis and gastritis), but I finally received my new medication, so that I am feeling much better than before. :) If doctors can control my symptoms with medication, I may be able to avoid surgery and that gives me some hope.

Thanks to all for the support, (especially these past few days)!!!

((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))
LH

 

[CaringMomma]

((((((((((Lionheart777)))))))))))

 

[CraftyCath]

((((LH))))

 

[CaringMomma]

I feel good overall, but a bit anxious because I'm going to see my T and we're doing Life Integration(LI), today.

I've been seeing a physical therapist for my back and I've been encouraged to, seriously, get back into shape. Since starting th PT I've had considerably less back pain, so I hope and pray that I can keep this up.

 

[Chincho]

Exhausted. I had a bad night, and today we got a new kitten. I had forgotten I was allergic to cats. The sneezing, runny eyes, an cough worn me out.

 

[Tinyflame]

Oh Chincho- what a thing to forget. :(

Dear LH, hope you can eat(? :( ) and rest.
(((((((((Hugs)))))))))

 

[Deleted member 12723]

(((Sammy)))

Here is best wishes for your ultimate healing and peace of mind.

 

[Red Feather]

I feel terrified, powerless, disorientated, and completely overwhelmed.

And so guilty and sorry!