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I feel worthless, overpowered, and insignificant. My goal is to numb myself again so I can have no emotion or feelings. That is really the only way that things work out good in my life. When I am silent, and everyone around me is ignorant to the truth, things seem smoother. When I speak nobody understands, comprehends, or believes what they hear. I truly wish I could be invisible.
@ Violet03 I feel the same way all the time, actually pretty much everyday. But if we give into that everyday then we won't be around that long for the people who love and need us to be here. I'm saying this to myself just as much as I am to you, I just woke up 2 hours and 20 min ago from another night terror where I was shot, but I'm not giving up and you can't either. We're stronger than this. BTW You're NOT worthless.
Feeling a sense of loss and not sure where it is coming from or even what it is. Just that empty "hollow" feeling that gnaws at you. Trying to keep looking at the positives and keep pushing. Part of me just wants to hole up and spend the day in bed. Very unusual for me.
feeling neglected and forgotten. Haven't heard from my sufferer in quite some time. Left him 7 weeks ago after 28 years together as he said he needed space. Guess he wasn't wrong.
Surgery is still a month away and the stress levels are going through the roof. I can't sleep and the pain levels seem to be increasing as the stress goes up and then I wake up from what little sleep I do get. I am feeling anxious and hopeful and a tiny bit scared.
(((Hugs))) and kind thoughts for all of you that are having a hard day.
I feel so tired and like an alien.
I feel really relieved it's Friday and the boys are home for the week-end.