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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Well despite feeling so much and being so low I pulled it together and went to class today. I had an okay day. I managed okay throughout the day.

I had very little sleep last night and work at 5am with a high level of anxiety. I really struggled this morning. I am only in the second week of going back on the medication so some of this might be to do with that. It will be good to sort it out tomorrow.

I feel proud of myself for going because it really wasn't easy today.
 
I feel tired, sad, overwhelmed, angry, frustrated...Uh, hello brain, can we just pick one please??? Embarrassment has reared its ugly head, SI has been playing mind games, guilt was visiting for awhile then self-hatred decided to join.

Right now I feel anxious. I want this all to end. I want to be able to go to sleep without nightmares. I have been disassociating all day.
 
I've had a good amount of days blocking thoughts. At the first recognition of unwanted thoughts I have things I prepare ahead of time to visualize and some pictures and photographs. I also started doing a new things where I'll move my eyes around quickly and look at different things to bring me back to reality and make me think of things in my field of vision. I've really been trying. I'm declining now. I went too far with thinking about things without attempting to distract myself. I was just trying to work it out. It doesn't work. I think it's undeniable the success I had with those methods even though it was only a week plus.
 

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