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The part of me that was secretly hoping to hear from my mother for my birthday feels somewhat acknowledged, and I feel better that I received a happy birthday, but that has been overshadowed by the sheer anger I felt, which now, thankfully seems to be discharging, though I now am starting to feel something else, which seems like sadness but is possibly rage? I feel disgust at him...at them. Nothing has changed. I didn't really think it would have, but to see just how little things have is truly...just GRrrrrrrr!
Now I feel dismay and disgruntled. I want to sleep. I'm determined not to be angry for my birthday, which might mean not reading my emails again today.
Did an awful lot of writing today (fiction!), which has put me in my happy place. I really should write more.
Huge birthday cuddles, ((((((((((PHILIPPA)))))))))) I'm so sorry to hear what happened. God, families like yours and mine really know how to ruin things, don't they? *offers more hugs and LOTS OF CAKE. CAAAAAAAKE. NOMMY, NOMMY CAKE*
Oh, Sheila, I'm so sorry to hear that! I hate hospitals. Can never rest there. I hope you are doing well now. Well as well as can be expected after getting out of a hospital.
THanks, yes, amazingly well. I have regained a lot of strength too already. I went out today to the Dr., then the drug store and the Posit Office. Then I wrote my bill payments out and sent them. Catching up....
I am feeling peaceful and content now. I have a new cat here and she is hiding and scared. My cat is all upset since she was here first. My dog just wants to chase her. I have the girls here with me now. The little one is crocheting me a ankle bracelet and the older one is carving a bar of soap. I so want this feeling to last.
Back from short vacation. So wonderful. Forest, quiet, deer everywhere, horses, baby hedgehog, eagles, hummingbird, little frogs. Billions of stars in sky. Even though tummy pain bad and dupa injured and woke with racing heart often in the night, gosh it was nice to see all that. Tired now, peaceful.