What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[amethist]

The bad feelings will pass gizmo, but you have to give yourself time for everything to sort themselves out.

:hug:

 

[therisa]

Despite the fact, I fell asleep, last night, I feel worse than ever, in an achy painful way. And glad that my anti-acid reflex medication is kicking in, as the past 3 days have been Hell, for me, to the point, I was vomitting bile, on Sunday afternoon. Sigh. Maybe, more sleep is the key, for me. I hope. The raccoon mask is getting a darker shade of black.

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling excited. Hubby and I have just booked flights and car rental for our trip to Florida next year.

 

[therisa]

That's awesome, PK.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

At the moment embarrassed. The cable guy is here. He was here earlier today. He had to leave and said he would be back. I was standing downstairs talking to my dad when from behind me and across the room I hear a mans voice say "I'm baaaack". I spun around and my hands went right to my face. I started screaming and screaming and shaking. I could feel the sudden terror all over my face.

The poor guy was looking at me going "oh my gosh I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm so sorry that's why I announced myself because I didn't want to startle you". I told him it was ok and I hurried from the room as quickly as I could. I was completely embarrassed. Thank you very much startle response.

 

[ms spock]

Anxiety high, did some meditation cds then got up then rang a crisis line then came online. Feeling very insecure.

I felt better yesterday. I could see what my psychiatrist was saying. I could see that it would be hard but I understood.

I felt better yesterday and I went out to a drawing class and I am worried that I might have acted the clown too much. Or am I just overanalysing? I might have done some wrong things.

I feel like hiding at home until I am good enough, but of course that won't help.

 

[tired of the fight]

I spent most of the day in bed, adjusting to meds and avoiding as many triggers as possible.

I'm feeling so down, my therapist comes here Thursday to see me. I even get anxious when he comes.

I feel bad for lying down most of the day, but I had to.. just had to. Yesterday was so bad, I had to hide I guess.

Makes me more down on myself, worthless, and yuck.

 

[tired of the fight]

I'm just down right exhausted. I keep telling myself this is going to pass.

I am still very discouraged.

and with 3 little ones to take care of too! I feel so bad:cry:

 

[tired of the fight]

who am i kim,

So glad you had a good day!!!:)

 

[tired of the fight]

I wish I could hide out more, then maybe? my mind and body could recooperate (sp)

Tomorrow will be a busy day, up before 7 , hit the ground running first thing in the am isn't easy. I wake up from a dream, that usually has me shaking and I'm trying to clear my head as well as getting the kids ready at least

I can say this again. I MADE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY !!! However I had to do it!!

 

[Froggie]

I feel proud that I went to the gym for the first time. I did aqua fit and loved it

That's great taking those initiatives, you're going to come out a real winner. Keep it up, we'll get you a cheerleading group here on the forum!

Hubby and I have just booked flights and car rental for our trip to Florida next year.

Wow, what a great project, how long will you be staying in Florida ?

I hear a mans voice say "I'm baaaack". I spun around and my hands went right to my face. I started screaming and screaming and shaking. I could feel the sudden terror all over my face.

I'm so sorry that this situation startled you, PTSD can put us in some unexplainable reasons in front of strangers, even with close friends or family it can be difficult. Sending you some gentle vibes.

 

[Froggie]

Well time for a topo on my vacations : wow did it do me some mental good. We just did planning on the same day of what we were going to do. Just Wednesday (Aug 31st) we did some stuff to prepare for the michoui (grilled meats) and my son and his wife had about 40 people there. Almost the whole family got to meet my 2 youngest sons biological mom and husband. When I got back home, I was so exhausted that I slept most of the time for the next week.

It was also my neupogen week when I got back, got so bad pain that I didn't go to the Day center; it was also my CT scan week results : some of the metastasis have reduced, some are the same but one seems to want to mutate. I gave my consente to take another peace of my tumor that was removed in 2011 to understand which way this gene will mutate. Could be heading for another relapse and therefore another type of treatment. I'll know in 3 months at the next CT scan. The oncologist took me off the tylenol for the neupogen as it wasn't really helping and put me on morphine.

So that's where I'm at ... happy for my super vacations ... feeling that I will have some anxiety because of the nodule that seems to want to mutate.