Feeling way out of sorts. Gagging this morning, thinking about getting up early everyday to get the kids to the bus stop. I"m trying not to think about it.
Then I rolled into feeling of not being good enough and not doing enough. Ugh , It consumed the morning so far.
I hate when these awful feelings come on, it's dreadful. Had to lay down for a bit and try to slow my mind down.:O_o: I can't hardly take days like this anymore.
Going to nap with kids when they get home, hoping it will turn things around a bit for me. anxiety, and stress, because I stress! Now that sounds stupid I know. People say don't worry. Then I do and then feel bad. I feel like a hamster in it wheel :(
Going around and around with myself. ugh