What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Philippa]

Feeling so much heart ache right now. I'm worried that I won't be able to keep it together tomorrow, or that my grief will pour out when I'm trying to make a good impression at work. It's my first day, so I'm a little nervous. I'm tired, but just feeling grievy right now, and miss her so much.It seems to be hitting me hard today, which is bad timing. I had the last three weeks to grieve, but it's been in dribbles. Today it feels more intense, and the memories are coming to me more. I just feel quite fragile, and not sure how I'm going to pull this off tomorrow and appear all happy for work. I hate putting on the happy face.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling kind of down today, but I will go and get my nails done, and do some shopping. I am so happy that I get to spend the next two nights at my daughters house. I will feel better once I get out of here.

 

[Tanishq]

I am feeling sadness and reckoning I am still gullible. I need to work a lot on this all.

 

[p-no]

I am feeling tired, hopeful, cared about, important, not special, confused, a little scared, and feeling brave and stupid go back and forth by the hour with regard to a specific something happening in my life right now. :confused:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am feeling a lot better now that I have gone out and done some stuff. I may go out a little later. I am so glad it is Friday.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling okay.

Challenging my shame based thinking.

 

[Let It Be]

Ran into my neighbor's lady's sister today, and she did tell me that my neighbor lady is getting a divorce. I have known that family for so long, but like, today, noticed how much drama came out of her mouth in telling me about their family. It got to the point that she became quite aggresive with me as she was trying to tell me about how she was feeling about her sister, etc.

So glad that I heard the lastest from her but I also could see how I used to be that way because of all the drama in my family of origin. What a difference in how I'm feeling now compared to several years ago!

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

I had a very disturbing dream before I woke up. And I was anxious and upset in the dream. I might even call it a nightmare. I didn't realize it was bothering me as much as it was when I got up until I started noticing that I was taking everything personally and reading into everything everyone was saying. That's when I became aware that I was feeling anxious. It stayed with me off and on all day. I was able to get away from it enough that I was able to enjoy myself at a party we had tonight. And then someone made a comment that made me feel bad. Now I feel worthless.

 

[Tanishq]

Filled with various emotions.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling up and down today. Terrible anxiety and suicidal ideation. I counter my thoughts, feel better then go through the whole thing again. I wish I could get off my own case.

I feel good that I went out and did things.

 

[ms spock]

Feeling terribly sad about the loss of my friend and everything attached to that.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Ms Spock :hug:, so sorry for your loss.

Feeling that heavy cloud of depression. L says I am suffering from Post surgery depression on top of my "normal" depression. What the heck???