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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling nourished, full and content, satisfied. Feeling clearer and the wrath and desire for vengeance has subsided somewhat. I'm feeling happy with the way I've handled the scenario that unfolded the other day. I still do want to paint though, but haven't gotten into it yet. I still have the rest of the night to though.
 
I'm freezing in my chest. I know I have somatic energy, traumatic energy that's here now and is trying to come out. I wish it wouldn't come at 3 in the morning. I am listening to music that usually eases it out. I have that 3 in the morning feeling that Fitzgerald wrote about once but I can't remember the quote. It's about feeling the loss, the huge beyond-heartbreaking loss, the emptiness, the hole in your soul. I am so sad. So terribly sad and for the moment just don't understand how this life - being was created - with the inevitable pain. I don't want to wake my husband. I know I'll feel better tomorrow. The sorrow is too great. I have been here before. Sorry this is so heavy.
 
Struggling, freezing(and I hate freezing!) and I'm a bit angry with the landlord for keeping the heating at a minimum despite the cold weather outside, nervous in some strange way, pretty disconnected but for the moment on top of things and a bit proud that I managed to get some things done, instead of losing the grip completely and go down with the waves(flashbacks on/off all the time right now).

Hungry. Determined. (Will go down to the food-store, despite the anxiety-shit. I refuse to let it stop me from getting my self some black beans for my salad! :) )
 
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I'm feeling displaced, discarded, unappreciated, angered and saddened by plans my children made for all of us to get together for a family dinner without my input. As a result, I'm unable to go on the date that was chosen. It seems, I'm often the last to be consulted (or told). I suppose I'm feeling a bit of self-pity too :-o
 

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