What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Ronin]

@Marie E., happy belated birthday. Hope it was a nice one.

@Anrish, you're not a traitor. That your body reacts differently than you'd wish some times, doesn't make you a traitor (and I'm not sure about how much it's a betrayal on the bodies' behalf. Some things are simply out with conscious control. Happens.)

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am on cloud nine because both of my granddaughters are coming over tomorrow to visit for an extended stay. The little one called to tell me and they are both packing right now. We are going to have so much fun and the older girl will help me to unpack some things and dust off my pictures and help me to hang them. I am so happy and feeling great!

 

[Flossy]

I am feeling hopeless, scared and worried that I might need ECT to shock me out of this bout of depression. I am also feeling worried because my husband went away for a day and a night and I felt great. Did not fret at all and actually felt good. No anxiety. Of course, I tried to analyse what this means. Does it mean my marriage is not a good one?

I think it is, he is a great guy, but he gets very anxious about my wellbeing and it causes a vicious cycle. He is sensitive. Sometimes I just want to tell him to shut up and let me whinge, cry and howl. I dont know if I addressed this thread properly but it gave me a chance to write a bit, which is always good.

 

[Leah Morgan]

Scared nervousness anxious

 

[Spiderallis]

:hug: for @Anrish , you worked soo hard and did so well with everything else, please forgive yourself for being worn out by the efforts.

Hugs for everyone, that way I get one too.

I'm confused, then frustrated about being confused until I get annoyed that it's all getting in the way of getting much done. I'm too busy trying to keep the emotion stuff from exploding or splattering. I'm not sure what might happen. I'm pulling and straining to get it all balanced and centered again.

 

[Anrish]

@Oasis: Thank you once again. I'm sorry to hear that traveling triggers you... I think it will take some time until I will travel that far by myself again.

@Cashew: Thank you. Your perspective really helped to calm me down. It's hard to just accept things when you grew up in an environment where you had to function no matter what.

@Spiderallis: Thank you so much...your hug is highly appreciated and gladly returned. :hug:

I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed with all the stuff that has to be taken care of for the move. I also feel supported by my parents who really help me with a lot of stuff.

I'm feeling used because of work.

I'm feeling accepted and taken care of in this forum. And I feel very grateful for that.

 

[Changing4Best]

Terror on and off, also anxiety.

 

[Britt.f7]

Supported and stronger because I am taking care of myself. It feels odd to just think of how something effects me and react to it. I'm getting my needs met and that is such an odd sensation. My therapist told me that what I think is what matters. Imagine that. He also said I am doing better. I am glad to hear that.

 

[Let It Be]

Back to feeling too emotional so will take a break from these meetings I was going to. It was like, here I go again, trying to fit in.

I believe I will skip them for awhile as they affect me for days afterwards and I need time to re-group.

I went to the hospital that is being torn down and picked up a brick that they have available for people so I can remember what it meant to me.

 

[Mercy]

so sad and empty. I have a daughter with very little empathy about anything other than what she wants at 26. She most certainly didn't get that from me. I'm lost and don't know how to deal.

 

[Anrish]

Exhausted. Didn't let myself get a rest today. Returned home and packed boxes for the move, even dismanteled everything but the lamp in one room already.

 

[Let It Be]

@Anrish ~ maybe it's time for some R&R and some TLC for yourself. You so deseve it :hug:!

I'm feeling so relieved.

Just talked to somone about these meetings I was going to and now I know why I was feeling uneasy about them. Just glad that I have decided to stop going and finally listened to my intuition.