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@Chincho I am kind of worried about you. Pm me if you need to talk. You sound like you could use someone to listen to you and I would be honored if you did.
@gizmo Thank you so much!!!! I've just returned from my T session. It's just that I'm taking a new med (Pristiq) and it hasn't kicked in yet. I will pm you if I need to talk.
bored (free time is bad!), anxious, nervous, excited, scared, uncertain, and a little bit nauseous.
In an LDR, and flying to see my PTSD sufferer for the first time tomorrow since the end of August when he went into full on retreat/blackout mode/zero dark thirty <-- my names for it.
I guess I didn't think to say what I feel. Confused, sad, frightened watching others' betrayals, & because of such, feeling very afraid of trusting anyone. Because I think real trust requires (my) vulnerability. Maybe such vulnerability is doomed, even when it seems under better circumstances. Maybe trust is impossible without :(
I think I'm doing pretty good. My mother won't nag me for at least a week or so because we went shopping. I'm really glad the low blood sugar didn't get too bad until we'd gotten back, it was worse than I'd thought. Physically I'm done, it's exhausting to keep that deathgrip on my outward responses to make sure they're appropriate and suitable for the situation.
Apprehensive, nervous, excited. My friend who I haven't seen for over 2 years is moving to the area tomorrow. Her stress levels have been affecting my stress levels, but it will be great to have her living nearby again. And I get to show her the area. :nailbiting::)