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... grossly grateful the laxatives I been spiking mom's food with achieved 4th stage detonation on 8th day of waiting from many days of delay.
Context, I am caregiver to mom...FTD dementia. She has been constipated since January to the point the doctor ordered Xray of her belly. I tried to change her diet no go. Recently it was suspected the poop inside her was pressing in her bladder causing issues to pee.
Its tough. I am grateful and feel lil mischief spiking foods (as directed by doc). Stage 4 detonation.... not sure hoe that term popped in my head.
Grateful to not be influenced by the deeply ingrained program(s) that convinces so many they need to ritualize the so-called "coming to back to life" of a supposed being by religiously slitting the throats of actual innocent currently living beings and calling it a celebration of love and such. Not sure I'll ever innerstand how that rationally computes as being a celebratory situation by any stretch of the imagination on any given day.
A beautiful Spring day! Wildflowers blooming in the field behind my apartment. Birdsong. A gentle breeze. Watching the 'symphony' of how the wind is making the tall grasses move.
Grateful the storm passed through with no significant harm in the wee hours of the morning. Sending sympathies and healing energies to those who weren't as fortunate.
Grateful for the warmth of the sun and the company of the bees, birds, and breezes today as I finished up the yard work.