As a way to cope, I made a list of things I am grateful for today. It's something that I have found to be usef...
I woke up this morning. I awoke from a restless night's sleep in my own bed. I didn't wake up with a hangover. Ditto, people harass me with that profound wisdom to be funny, rather than noticing that they themselves are unable to lead a respectable and honest life.
I am grateful to start my day with a fresh cup of coffee and cigarettes to smoke. These are two pleasures I can count on everyday. Hey, I gave those up but I sure remember those morning pleasures, until I hacked up a lung, hihi
I have genuine, trusting friendships I can count on too, if I just chose to pick up the phone. I have the pleasure of only communicating with people that I want to communicate with, whether it be on this forum or on other forums that have people who are intelligent enough to carry on a normal conversation.
I have a job that does more for me than just the bills. I have jobs that mean nothing much to me, other than my own capability to do good work, but I am designing and running my own businesses which is very fulfilling since it allows me to furrow my own path.
I am grateful that I am not the person I used to be. I can feel demolished without further destroying myself. Ditto, casting away the shame and hurt that criminals attempt to heap onto me is hard work every day.
What I am most grateful for is the fact that I do not allow others to force their will onto me, you know when people attempt to tell you what to do because it is the social norm? Done with that.
I am grateful for the warmth and sunshine today. Ditto, love nature and animals.