Surviving the day.
Help.
I did a big booboo- deleted all my texts, including one of my sister's texts. :cry: But I thought, I deleted happy and crappy ones. Most not kept intentionally, just hadn't cleared them, but some I wished hadn't disappeared. I might be able to ask for one or 2 from others, but not really what was spontaneous and in the moment. I tried to restore and think I ditched them all. :(
So I thought, crappy should go- to forgive and forgive myself, and start anew; and happy I have lived, the record 'should' remain in my mind and heart. So I wished I hadn't, but I'm thankful for that thought, or realization. It should leave an impression, not one I can only remember if it's there to re-read, or remember to re-read. I guess it's like saying, if I lost my sense of sight, would I still see in my mind's eye? And/ or hearing, could I still hear what I read or heard? More importantly, can I forget totally what is crappy, and trust what is happy, from within. Trust is much wider, whereas words are within a moment, and mean a lot. But are cumulative.