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What Did You Do For You Today???

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Built a fire in the portable fire pit thingy, watched the rabbits and deer forage the land, danced barefoot under the stars with my hula hoop while the live band next door played Shakedown Street...that made up for the unexpected fireworks. I was treated to a falling star, too!!! I love it when stuff like that happens. I'm so easily entertained. lol
 
Had to shift my energies and raise my vibrations today. Whew. Spent extra time outdoors doing breathing exercises, bouncing on the mini-trampoline, dancing with the hula hoops, listening to some favorite jams, spent time nurturing the plants, scoped out the sky doodling pollution and chembows being sprayed above today, smudged myself and my spaces with sage, thanked my body for getting me through the week and weak-end with energy left to spare, albeit sparse, then fixed a nice tall smoothie with frozen bananas, freshly picked black raspberries, locally grown curly kale, and hemp hearts. I'm thinking a nap may be penciled in somewhere after I prep some veggies and visit the garden and yarden for more dinner ideas.
 
Ate.
Went to mass.
Stopped and felt (not a typo) rose petals.
Wore soft clothes.
Admitted to myself I've had bad traumas.
Admitted to myself I'm very badly scarred.
Trusted.
Said I was sorry to my dad (deceased).
Made an extra trip to apologize to a friend that lost her son.
Cried last night.
 
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Asked the hubby to pick up something he's offered to do before that I would typically go out of my way to do, even when he keeps offering.

Stemming back to my still feeling guilty at times for no longer working full-time, and from feeling like there's always a string attached and something expected in return, regardless of the circumstance or the giver.

Hard feelings to shake, especially when you've already tapped out most of your emotions and energy for the day. F'n feelings sure can throw a big ass wrench in even the best of days, ay?

But today, my physically and mentally drained self, from much peopling/interacting/helping out and scurrying about all over hell's half acre much of yesterday, don't give a rat's ass about the never ending guilty self.

So, as he offers his kindness today, the only thing I can say is, "Yes, please, and thank you."

If I had a dollar for every time I haven't accepted kindness/help/support until I've tapped myself out and have no choice left, I'd be all set monetarily.
 
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