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Todays my birthday! Hubby took me for a hike in the woods, we saw 7 deer, and he took me to my favorite Mexican restaurant! Horseback riding this weekend? Maybe!
After my first week at work. I planned a nice meal to celebrate, we had baugette, cheese, pate, cold meat and tomatoes. H and I had a lovely relaxing evening, we also had Kir Royale followed by a bottle of red wine.
I bought two dresses and two necklaces and two pair of earrings. It felt really good to do that... and still be reasonable (we shopped a sale). Wearing the first new dress tomorrow... the other is for my husband's employee Christmas party.
I had a big bubble bath. Stayed in there for hours and thought and thought about stuff and relaxed and became clearer. Kept having to fill up that bath with more hot water. And I my fingers and toes were so wrinkly when I came out.
I think I am doing better at letting some things alone. Not letting them upset me as much. Yesterday my wife had a choir carry-in dinner and party. She said she was not sure spouses were invited, LOL. (yea, RIGHT) But it all is a matter of how you look at things really. She wants to do something on her own? That's a good thing!.
So the good thing I did for me was to not let a situation become a codependency trap for me.
I came here... I am breathing...trying to ... I'm overwhelmed and trying not to worry...so I came here to get focused and out of myself or my stupid self
I have just taken these 3 photo's, showing how I am taking up the blue slate. I am going to put this and the rest of the coloured stone around the edges, and sow seed to grow a lawn in the middle.
My autumn heather is staying where is it, as I have just replaced my rose tree, which had bloomed its last this year.
The hedge at the side is also coming out, as our nice neighbour's are putting a fence up while I am doing this. The front fence will be also taken down and replaced, hopefully by the time I have finished the rest.