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Went to the shop and bought a dress and jacket for my granddaughters birthday. She lives in Australia and wanted some clothing from Holland. I hope she'll like it.
I am taking the day to completely isolate except for my children. The shades are down and I am keeping everything quiet. This week has been hard and I haven't slept well. I decided to take today to calm down and try to get centered again!
I love this thread. And I'm trying to not be such a lurker and contribute more, so I thought I'd share some gratitude for myself :)
Today I actually asked for what I wanted from the grocery shop, and didn't deprive myself because I felt I didn't deserve it. I turned down a social engagement that was made by someone who was stuffing me around, and met someone nice for the first time instead.
I did a lot around the house! It may sound strange, but after having such a hard week on a physical pain level it's such a relief to get things done! I feel almost normal today.;)
Amethist,
I am glad you grandson had a good surprise!:)
I'm sorry that hubby couldn't cope and you are tired! They are a handful aren't they? I hope you guys had a great time together while he was with you!:p
I got 4 new hair accessories and wore a new one two days in a row and I broke out my father and my father in law's turquoise rings and wore them on both of my middle fingers. I like that they are heavy and can feel them, or at least something that they wore is with me during my weaker times.
I am taking some time to work on my affirmation book. Stupid dog knocked coffee onto it, luckily it is just around the top edge. I tried not to be annoyed. I am trying to establish it as a memory to look back at and enjoy - remember when stupid dog spilt coffee :rolleyes:, he didn't mean to.
I went on a date last night. :) I decided to surrender my sufferer and our rocky relationship to the hands of God and pray that in time he'll return for friendship. The date wasn't perfect, but it was nice that there were moments when I had absolutely nothing to worry about. This morning I'm back to wishing I was waking up with B, but at least I know that moments of peace of heart are possible, because I achieved it for awhile last night! :)