Wastinglight
Platinum Member
I guess I did something for myself today. I started a private supporter diary on this forum and bared my soul. Reading my first post again, I feel embarrassed and ashamed. I do not understand why I made the choices I did back then. And I think I am still terrified that I will make the same choices if I am faced with the same situation again.
So what did I do today? I put the most horrible parts of my past down in black and white, as a means to start working through the issues that arose from that part of my life, and start getting better. So I can be the best person I can be - for my guy and for myself.
So what did I do today? I put the most horrible parts of my past down in black and white, as a means to start working through the issues that arose from that part of my life, and start getting better. So I can be the best person I can be - for my guy and for myself.