Skywatcher
MyPTSD Pro
I’m really struggling with knowing if my fantasies and behaviors are normal or a response to what happened to me. What does someone without trauma experience in this regard? I’m too ashamed to even write an example of a fantasy. I’m ashamed of sexual behaviors being part of my self harm rituals. However, you see stuff in movies or read books like Fifty Shades of Grey and start to wonder what is even normal?