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The trains not going because of a tiny-winy amount of wet (!!!) snow on the tracks. Seriously, it's less that a freaking centimeter!
And now I have to wait in the freezing cold for a once-in-an-hour bus that may or may not show up :banghead:
That he escapes from anxiety attacks caused by stuff like (the fact that we're really strapped for money becuase he can't work due to his his health) by taking a couple of diazapam - and I still have to carry on and get on with things.
I am angry at the State and Federal Health Insurance's lack of answers. Health Insurance Marketplace says I qualify for state health plans but the state says they are not accepting any new applicants. So frustrating to be sent back and forth and get no answers.
My mom. More than once. I almost stormed out of a public place because she was giving me a smug look and laughing at me when I asked a direct question.
And later at home when my dad was kidding around and accidentally triggered my startle response. I was so startled I literally screamed. When I told him he can't do that because of my startle response my mom interjected and told me how everyone has a startle response. Once again it didn't matter what I felt. All that mattered is what I said and felt was minimized. It's very invalidating when she does that. And it happens pretty regularly. It feels like it happens almost every time I tell her about an emotion I'm having. And I have to stop talking about her because I can feel myself getting more and more angry with her.
I am very angry at my brother in law and his attitude towards me and my family. I have been feeling so much anger towards him that I am taking some personal space for myself with him. I am very angry at my sister who is so toxic that I do not want her in my life anymore. I am angry at my parents because I can trace every dysfunctional relationship that I have been in is directly traced back to my toxic parents. I am realizing so many things.