What Made You Angry Today?

[SeekingSerenity]

She made me madder than a sack full of rattlers... :mad:

My aura is green...
I will not stay angry...
I will not murder someone today...
I am calm... Hmmmmm...
Yeah, bloody right!!!:rolleyes:

ps. my sense of humour IS my strongest attribute :whistling:

 

[Srain]

(((((((((((AngelaMarie)))))))))))) headaches of any kind are so annoying and make so difficult to function, hope it gets better.

I'm angry (or maybe just irritated with myself for allowing it to get to me) at level at which people are willing to go with lies. I have zero patience for it and underneath it all is a terrible fear I have of an inability to control what happens when they do lie and are believed. :(

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((SS))))))

Keep laughing, it's good for the soul.

I'm angry that my family and my out-laws (in-laws!) are embarrassed by my PTSD and avoid all conversation about it. :mad: If they pretend I haven't got it will it go away?!? :rolleyes:

I'm the one who has to live with it (an my H and lads) it doesn't affect them at all. They never, ever ask how I'm doing and my H's family keep their distance and avoid seeing me at all times. They are having a family get together when my H's sister and her husband come over from Italy at Easter and we are not invited!

They can all go and take a long walk up a short pier for all I care!

Thing is...I do care; even though I try not to let it get to me. I'm so sick of being treated like an :alien: it makes me feel physical sick and my stomach churns. This is one of the things that makes me want to run away. I feel so sad......:cry:

 

[CraftyCath]

((((((Srain))))))

We must have posted at similar times. My H's family lie to me all the time about my sister-in-law in Italy. They haven't even told us they are coming over, the family haven't mentioned it. I heard it from a third party. They lie to cover their own tracks all the time.

This is a small thing compared to yours but I have found myself besieged by lairs, who are very good at it, and get away scott free. I know if it was me doing the lying I'd get caught out! How do these people get away with it.

And yes, I shouldn't let it get to me either but it just niggles me.

Peace to you sweetie!

 

[Whitneys story]

Validation of how broken the US Medical systems are. I do not like being validated at the expense of others who are so suffering!

 

[SeekingSerenity]

A housemate who is loud and inconsiderate and wakes me up at the crack of dawn on my ONLY day off in two weeks. And she KNOWS I really suffer with insomnia. I have murder on my mind...:mad:

 

[Jen93]

I caught my mother on the computer again "just looking" at places for vacation-England and IN the city I was traumatized. When I said I refused to go if it happened and that it would kill me, she said I was "being dramatic." I can't deal with this much longer. They just don't get it how something like a simple family trip with my brother, grandmother, and parents could very well give me a mental breakdown and send me to hospital.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am angry that I turned against myself instead of the person that hurt me.

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I am angry with myself for not letting it just go, for pushing her buttons and screwing up her night. Why am I such an idiot?:(

 

[AngelaMarie]

Music from both neighbors today. I am handling it, but it's just rude!! At least the ex is home today and can hear what I've been dealing with. I hope it bugged the hell out of him!! Is that mean?

 

[Jen93]

My father was also "just looking" at hotels last night. In England. I'm mad and scared and just doomed.

 

[Muzikluvr]