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What Made You Angry Today?

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When I keep telling someone what's wrong and they don't listen, they hear what that want to hear. After repeatedly doing this I then give up. Then they finally realise that something's wrong, ask what's up and I just can't be bothered anymore to say then they over kill with closeness, follow me everywhere and make me feel trapped.
 
I've been on a field trip where I couldn't take my dog, so I asked a friend to take care of him. She agreed and moved in for 2 weeks. She knows him, he likes her and her dog. Because she knows him, she knows he's scared of people, because she knows me, she knows I have PTSD and that my apartment is some kind of safe zone for me.
When I came back home at 3am 2 weeks later she was still awake, had cooked a delicious meal and I fell asleep afterwards. I really love her as a friend but when I saw my apartment the next morning and saw that almost everything was broken, dirty or just somewhere else I got really pissed... Moldy wet towels in the washing mashine, moldy food in the dish washer, used sanitary napkins in the bath room, a fridge full of rotten fruits and veggies... It's been a week and I still find things, that are broken or dirty as f*ck and I'm not done cleaning yet. I'm chaotic myself but at least it's clean here. She ruined a lot of things like my coffee machine, the mirrow in the bath room, glasses, dishes and some things that are really important to me like a leash that reminded me of my first dog everytime I used it, my wooden desk has fat and water stains, I have to grind it down to make it at least better, my new couch has stains... It looked like she thrown some parties here and if I find out I get really pissed because that's the most horrible thing I can imagine for my dog. He's a shy little guy and anxious of people and loud noises and I told her if she wants to go out or has something to do, she can call another friend of mine who will pick up my dog anytime, anywhere so she doesn't feel like she can't go anywhere or meet friends or whatever. She met a guy on a dating app or website and he was here all the time, which I find kinda inappropriate. She slept in my bed and I hope they didn't f*ck around here :mad: I don't get angry often but this was way too much... :wtf:
 
I just wonder how well did you know this friend for after what she did to your personal belongings/home...she sounds like a train wreck in slow motion. So beyond sorry for all of the damage this woman did to your furnishings, precious dog's collar, dishes, mirror, couch, towels, moldy foods, strewn san. napkins etc. ad nauseam.

Good f*cking grief! So sad that you had to come back to this disaster. I too so hope she treated your beloved dog with more compassion and love than she treated your place/personal possessions! No respect whatsoever!
 
The narc woman at fitness center and her bs vomitus personal tragedy that I've allowed narc to up chuck onto me (self-aligned) and caused myself to listen to narc woman's crap now for months which made me feel in the end - well her sh*t was triggering helplessness and hopelessness within me (hindsight) and I don't want to feel f*cking hopeless and helpless no mo!.

And I do not like how I handled this self-caused problem and how I put an end to this and I am so f*cking angry with myself for how I handled this...massive lesson learned here. Angry with my self for ever allowing this narc woman to projectiile vomitus her personal life upon me...without stopping this bs! Grrr. I am beyond mad at myself right now. Again, hard a** lesson learned here...one that I highly doubt because it hurt so freaking much, that I'll be repeating any time soon, if at all! Angry at self!
 
The "new" recommended housekeepers went through my mothers vanity/desk and opened her wallet (which she'd had out on a counter top to be able to pay them when they'd finished cleaning) and told her how much money she had in both. These peeps were referred by her friend and they also clean her own and her daughters place. Totally inappropriate. Encouraged my mother to discuss this and hope she will but... her friend is totally in the dog house already with me and this didn't help at all.

My brother is struggling with health again and also depression so I feel frustrated and angry and hope my mom does what I suggested (for once). :wtf:

You know in all the years I've ever worked with people I've never gone into anyone's wallet or any drawers or desks that contained things other than clothing. If I had to I would bring it to them and have them do it & supervise or I would be on the phone with a family member to have permission with the client present. Pissed me off.
 
Phone is out of service at moment, and I'm without freaking phone service now!

Also angry for being placated, stonewalled no good resolution/reply in the sense no one is asking narc woman to reign in her vomit/shit she regurgitates upon most every fitness member - and most significantly...my a**!, and am overly and ridiculously mad (stop this crap Jade!) as hell because I asked narc woman to stop vomiting her personal problems upon me every time I come into fitness center. I was later placated by hierarchy and asked could I please change my expletive schedule, exercise habits in order/to avoid narc woman @ fitness center, so I don't have to be exposed to her toxicity (bs wah-wah-wah-wah-wah anymore) at fitness center! Pissed the hell off right now! grrrrrrrr!
 
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